Well, I don’t have anything to do. I guess I’ll just be pathetic for four days now, not get any rest, and go back to a full workweek of work with my evil taxing group partner back from vacation on Monday.
I don’t have anything creative to say. There’s no adventure here for me. I don’t enjoy going to coffee shops. I wish I did. I am broken. I have a broken brain.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t have anything to do. I can’t do anything productive. I can’t do anything at all. What is wrong with me. I came home early because the big head gave everyone leave to leave early so I did because there was nothing to do at work. I’m going to be so nervous on Monday. I often am not sure if I can work, I worry if I will be able to work the next day. This is the norm for me.
I wish I had friends on here. Do you want to be my friend? Just introduce your true self.
I try to be true on here so you already know me if you’ve read a few of my entries.
I can’t read. If only I could enjoy reading. Imaginary worlds. Nonstop. Always somewhere else.
I was an innocent girl. Then, I started to grow up. My body started to betray me.
Now I have nothing left. I am not me. I am physiology. I am hormones and chemical reactions.
I don’t have any hobbies. I don’t have anything to do. I don’t know what to do. I can’t read. I just can’t read. I don’t know what to do. I want to read. I want to be lost in a world of imagination. But I can’t read. I don’t know what to do.
I just need a seed. A “lead” I guess you call it. Something to start the network. For the adventure to begin there has to be an intriguing starting point.
Why don’t I make a vacuum cleaner? It can clean everything. I don’t know how to. I have to learn white magic.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t have any substances to rely on. No magical totems, no medicine or drugs. Not even legal ones, not even illegal ones. I would love to roll, I haven’t in so long. I miss drugs. I never did that many. An LSD trip could be nice, too. A low dose one.
Can somebody help me? Can you help me? I need someone to help me. I don’t have a life anymore.