I don’t know what to do anymore
There’s no stopping them
I don’t live with hope
That is a language foreign to my mind
I live in rationality
And expect the others to have it
But when they don’t
I fear
And fear kills the nerves
And fear numbs the pain
And fear and fear and fear
Timeless spitting image of the best family member
Competition for my eyes and attention
No longer a toything
Just friends
We lost
It’s all gone
